kejadian itu

- traffic light, junction, a night, a word -

everytime "that scene" cross over my mind...i keep asking myself....am i really for you?...you are such the best thing ever happened in my life....but still....asking myself for thousand times remain unanswered...after living a bitter place with those pains in 2 years, i swear to not be there anymore..but i just don't know how can i chose you then set you for my future... i bring you along in my journey because i know u are the one that can complete me forever... but whenever doubt and fear try to call me..i can feel a change in my mind....i know they are unwelcome questions and i shouldn't allow them to hit me....but i don't know why they easily drag me into a land with a dark sky and make me feel in trouble....or am i just overthink things?? 

hey you,listen to me...i'm not searching for the perfect one but for completing imperfect of me.....i must tell you this people, being happy does not mean being perfect, it means looking beyond the imperfections and strive for the best....ohhh.. 1 more people, strategy is not the best in relationship since it won't work as what u planned, it just 'the way u are' and let them be....... effort, trust, honesty, don't be selfish, doa and redha.......

Thank you for everything...i love u...ye awak yang itu.
biarlah dia yang terakhir.=)

"dia bukan idaman...yang idaman itu tak akan pernah wujud...yang sempurna itu tak akan pernah ada....cukup sekadar dia hampir sempurna dimata aku ..dimata kalian mungkin tidak..tak mengapa.." (lumut, 2011)