kisah kita bukan lagenda.kisah kita kisah biasa...
cerita itu pernah tertulis suatu ketika dulu...betapa dan bagaimana gembiranya si penulis ketika itu selepas hati dilukai dan tertutup untuk lelaki bertahun lamanya...
kau hadir. buat aku tersenyum kembali.
kau dan aku cuba untuk buat apa saja semata-mata untuk gembirakan hati seseorang di depan mata....kau saat itu, terlalu appreciate kehadiran aku....berjuta kali rasanya aku bagi tau kau yang aku ini tiada apa-apa yang boleh dibanggakan..kau boleh jumpe gadis idaman kau yang jauh lebih baik dari aku nanti...kau pandang aku,kau ubah topik...kata kau 'yang sempurna dan lebih baik itu takkan wujud lagi,cukup yang ini'....
aku senyum. tak tahu macam mana nak gambarkan betapa aku gembira dipertemukan dengan kau. aku berdoa biar kau yang terakhir untuk aku...
teringat aku jua pada kata-kata kau suatu ketika dulu..kata kau..
"aku tak nak jadik present untuk besday kau...aku nak jadik present untuk life kau"..
teringat aku jua pada kata-kata kau suatu ketika dulu..kata kau..
"aku tak nak jadik present untuk besday kau...aku nak jadik present untuk life kau"..
tapi hari ni... kisah kita seperti terkubur. adakah tiada sambungannya lagi kisah kita ini?...semuanya seperti sudah ditamatkan kisahnya tanpa diduga...aku tertanya...mengapa kisah kita ini tidak berakhir dengan kebahagiaan seperti kisah-kisah orang lain yang bahagia?
hari ini...saat ini...kita mungkin mampu lihat dari jauh...
dan suatu hari nanti..mungkin kita serentak akan berkata sesuatu yang sama dimana,
"yang sempurna itu takkan wujud lagi, cukup yang ini..."
segalanya dalam perancangan Allah..kita tak kan tahu menahu...
kan?
segalanya dalam perancangan Allah..kita tak kan tahu menahu...
kan?
sungguh... takkan sekuat ini hari-hari yang boleh dilalui jika tanpa sangkkan baik terhadapNya...kita tak tahu...seakan menunggu....
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sabar kak lumut.
kita semua tahu Dia hanya memberikan yg terbaik untuk hambaNya.
*sebak..
p/s : tapiiiiiiii...awak jgn putus harapan ye..mengharaplah..berdoalah..mintalah daripadaNya..Dia je tahu apa yang terbaik utk awak..kan..kan.. :l
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al-Baqarah: 286.
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Assalamualaikum che lumut, it's been a long while. thought you left the house empty already, as silence permeate the room for quite a long while... glad to hear voices still coming from this space. :)
saw the convo pic. alhamdulillah. you've made it after all the challanges faced. i'm happy for that.
still, i guess life isn't all that peachy... is it the distance? i'm no seer but one thing i do know, being all alone can be quite painful. there is a saying that says 'silence is golden'. then again, 'the cruelest lies are often told in silence'. i sincerely hope it'll be the former for you rather than the later.
true, we'll never know what's in store for us, but we can hope that it'll get better in the future. hope make us strong. hope make us brave. hope make us human. along the way, you'll laugh, you'll cry, you'll get angry, you'll get confused etc. and there's nothing wrong with it.
for now, i do hope you'll be able to take your steps in life calmly and steadily. and i shall pray for that, che' lumut. Insya Allah.
:)
ANONYMOUS,
insyaAllah kamu...akan ada yg terbaik akan berlaku dariNya..
CAHAYA MATA,
ok awak..sy akan sentiasa berharap pada Dia...itu saja tmpt bergntung dan mengadu...
NURULFIVE,
thanks..=)
KERJASENI,
waalaikummussalam...yup it was quite a long time i left the house in silence.. that's not mean i have nothing to share but somehow i realize keep silent is the best way... i have Allah for sure...most of the time i told Him everything so that i have my own space to tell all the things happened in my life...
kerjaseni,
u've read my blog long time ago and i thought no one will return back here since i closed the house for bout 3 months i guess..hehe.. so,thanks for the advices, really wanna know who stands behind all the words that he/she wrote for me...tk cre there.=)
no problem, che' lumut. isn't that friends are for? :)
well, it's not as if i come here all the time... as you can figure, everyone have gone and walked down their own chosen path. many has abandon their 'homes' as reality take centre stage. and to a silent reader like me, it's a pity. miss some of the wits. including yours. :P
as for those advice? well, let say those are meant for myself as much as they were for you. we remind others to remind ourselves, kan? it's good that you've found the silence to be calming. not everything are meant for the public eyes... better be at peace with yourself than being happy without a reason. itu gila namanya. ;)
oh, by the way, i though it was clear enough that i'm a male. i think someone will be mad if i'm not. hahaha...
KERJASENI,
hahaha...what do u mean by " i think someone will be mad if i'm not??." =p
anyway, thanks from the bottom of my heart for the good advices of yours..yup, that's true we are actually reminding ourselves by each of reminders that we give to others..=). lots of my "invisible" friends like you are disappeared time to time. nothing to be ponder coz we already know that people come and go. people do change in many parts here and there... anyway i do miss the old time, old friends... =)
and for u kerjaseni, being a 'half anonymous' might be your right choice, but i feel glad if i can know who is the person behind the name kerjaseni and kenapa kerjaseni?haha
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